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i miss your eyes
i miss the way you looked at me
smiled at me
laughed at my jokes
i think of you between the cracks in time,
through them the light shines and illuminates the shadows in the darkest corners of my memories
i miss imagining a future with you
i miss pretending it was our house as I electively decorated every nook and cranny on your behalf
i miss sitting at the kitchen table every morning while you read the news and i grunted sleepily into my coffee cup;
"G O O D M O R N I N G"
and it was,
i miss kissing your neck
and rubbing your back
as you fell asleep.
i miss your smell,
burying my face into the pillows
and the softness of your bed sheets.
i miss your odd twitching while i watched your body submit to slumber
i think that if i could go back and change anything that happened,
i wouldn’t change a thing.
because if forever was for real
i think you would have been it.